*sigh*

i feel so uninspired and unmotivated. T_T really. i cant think of anything new and usually thats the sign of my art block syndrome. stupid art blocku!!!! right now im just sketchin around and just doing faces and nothing else.. D: i don't know why but im always tired when drawing and its supposed to be a fun hobby, but i think drawing is something that totally drains me.. i think it is wanting much of me and actually controlling me. i don't know why. but drawing wasn't as fun as it was before.

probably because i dont have real life friends who know how to draw. try being surrounded by noisy,cheesy,feeling-rich-socialite-classmates-who-all-think-they're-so-cool-wannabes, and lets see if you still wanna draw. i know that my course isn't inclined to art. but hey, aren't there artistic people in non-art related courses too right?

i have a friend before and she was really good at drawing and we were really good friends. we were also classmates back then. but now she said that she's not into drawing anymore. D:

*sigh again*

so, i always turn to dA for my art cravings. trying to look for people who can actually give feedback to my work. coz im always tired of people saying "wow its so nice" in real life because naturally, being the only one who knows how to draw, everyone has a low "standard" and always compliments my drawings "nice"

but in dA, there are several artists who are far better than me, who can give me critique. something that my classmates,friends can't give me. yup. since there are artists of different levels ,they can give all types of feedback,tips and other comments. and thats probably i want in real life.

IM NOW LEAVING DEVIANT ART FOREVER!!!

nah.... just kidding!!

hopefully i could whip up some new artsu!! XD